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eleanor wallace crazee (explanation point)

from patrick! by Airman Trout

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theo: i lost another fish today
i can't say which because i named them all sammy
he was the cute one
why are they always the first to go

dead fish flakes fall untouched
unlocked, i wait and watch
for your worried walks up wavered speech to hear you say my name

stairs creak, harsh white light leaks
through water throwing glowing glares across our chest,
in attempts at giving shame

i'm a stranger in my body
i'm a stranger on your chest
i just need to know you love me
and will let me cry all day about my fish

and it's okay for you to live without me
because i kill everything that i love
i'm scared to learn that i'm not different
just the same shitty kid that i was

it's okay for you to live without me
because i kill everything that i love
that's just the thing about me
i hate everything that i wish i was

kev: we’ll just go back to that day
before we went our separate ways
and happy just to hear you say
you’d fix all of the things I break
pets are dead, but that’s okay
as long as you stay here today
when you’re not there its not the same
i'll get past this fucking day

theo: it's okay to live without me
but it's a shame we live at all

dustin: what do you want me to do
am i supposed to figure this out on my own
is there any chance that you could help me get through this
what about everything that we've been through
does that mean anything to you
why can't you stop me from fucking everything up all the time
what's happened to you
i guess we're done here

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from patrick!, released June 13, 2013

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