pat: i'm alive somewhere inside of me
holding back the thoughts in my head
the things that you said would mean something one day
but i'm not okay no i'm not okay
and if you could leave this place and never come back
i know you would in a heartbeat
but your heart has stopped beating
you were gone the moment your tears hit the floor
what a shame you left the lock and the key in the door
because i've been here for thirteen years
and i've never felt so alone
leave me tied leave me to die on your bedroom floor
if only i had only knew
i could have changed
things wouldn't be the same
like a moth to a flame i'll come running to any love given
i'm so alone now
empy inside
it's a shame i don't feel anymore since my hopes died
theo: miles away i hear you breathing
as i just sit and choke
distant hope holds me together
in this empty bed that feels so cold
i know our hearts still beat together
but at such a dead and broken pace
white hands numb begging for each other
reaching out over empty space